WMIP

I posted that self-made acronym two days back. It's short for "weight management in progress". More like a feeble attempt to tell ppl pleeeaassseee dooonnnttt tempt me into eating or doing stuff that'll lead my aside from my food and exercise regime. Yes I have been on a spree to get into shape as of late. A whooping 6kgs added to my collection of flabs over the past year.

Its been a little more than than a month since I decided that its time to get moving to the gym. But only a little more than a week since my daily visits started. It feels darn good but I must say I do get impatient at times haha! cos I dont see much on the weight difference.

There are the benefits though:

• Better sleep quality
• Higher focus
• Almost no sign of dizzy spells
• Feel sexier & confident

And today i decided something else. I am gona start yoga! Yeaps! I completely intend to make it a lifestyle thing. I feel darn limited working in the gym and i believe yoga can complete that missing piece for me.

Also, I'm thinking a yoga mat is definitely more portable than the many weight and cardio machines that I work with (since i'm planning to be away for a bit).

It has come

Much has reached a bygone stage by now. A big one of which is my job. Somehow the thought of letting it go led to a lack of pupose and misery for a while. I still miss the faces I shared much laughter and jests with daily. I miss how we all had our private jokes about the common demurs. It was not easy for anyone.. there was always a test of resolution and resilience for someone .. at some point. Ironicallly, it built a spirit within all of us. All in all it was an enlightening experince. Mostly importantly, I left on a good note. Who knows.. i might return someday.

Why i left? Well, I failed my Advanced Audit paper... yes.. Again. *sigh*
But there is a bigger reason behind my resignation. (And no... its not cos i hate my joooobbb *rolls eyes*)

So "the exit" that was plotted eons ago.. is almost materialising.  Finally, it has come. The armegaddon of my almost failing endurance. Now I am to wait patiently... as the heat of it all forges the key to my aspirations.

the connection

I managed to head home a lil early from work today. So I decided to try and cook tomato soup. With a little help from the net of course. It turned out.. oookk... could do better for sure. Anni took some for my lil niece. Poor girl found it super spicy but she kept asking for more. I felt bad and flattered at once.

@ that time... Mom came home with a bag full of half a dozen little trinkets for Lil Missy in an attempt to convince her not to run away from her grandma. Of course my niece loved her new toys..She gracefully thanked her grandmother.. but then ran away right after. Plan .. Failed.

It was then when I told my mom about how my niece enjoyed the soup I made.


And the conversation continued...

Mom: Ya she doesnt eat anything spicy. But she will ask and eat just cos her athei cooked. She seems to have a thing for you. I dont know la just some connection between the two of u.

Me: Yes I agree... many times I get the urge to run away from you too.

Mom: *throws laundry in my direction*

A wake up call

I havent been in touch with a certain side of my conscience for sometime. I guess I got too comfy with giving myself that emotional break. That trusty advisor was nowhere but within the same roof.

Thank you

smile inside out

I'm posting this cos I didnt want my last post to be as angsty as it was... cos its not that bad right now (only cos i didnt allow for it to) .

Nevertheless...

incessant

I've had enough of this exceptional life.

It's Time

High on Sugar.. and MOJO. Its quiet and late. Perfect opportunitiy to pull out the dusty stack of things to do. I know I should be sleeping(considering how the I'd be joining the brotherling for a run to ECP tomorrow morning) .. I can already hear echos of the lectures on work life balance. But! I had a good nap today.. I guess that'll do for now.

Oh ya! I'm gg to try my very first 10km run with the major. Kinda excited! I'm going to work hard for this since I missed my yellow ribbon one :(

Hopefully I end up looking a lil more sexier at the end of it all.. I have been collating a whole lot more flabs lately. hais.